A Start that Defines a future…
Will he make it? Will he be the best he can be? Will he rise above all the rest? Will he fall hard? Will he stay determined and committed to a future in the Music Industry? Will he fall into drugs ? These things all cme forward to me as a mother and I worry every second while he is far away.
These are the scary questions that obviously cannot be predicted or known before hand, but these questions do tend to linger in my mind and keep consistent within my thoughts on a daily basis as being a mother..But, the questions I can answer and do know is that my son will give it his all..He is passionate about this and if he does fall he has my support to follow through with anything and stand right back up from it and go at it again even harder! No matter what though, a mother should listen to their children when they want to talk and even support the most wildest of dreams they they may have I believe because sometimes those dreams (even crazy ones ) do come true!
My son wants to follow his passions and with him always getting good grades, staying in school even when being bullied at a young age, his heart always stayed the same no matter what! He always has been the one to help another friend, love his big brother, and even take care of his baby sister when she would wake up from nightmares and console her when she was just a baby, he would run to her before anyone heard her cry yet in the middle of the night, he was the first to run to her upon hearing her cry. He would be in her room in seconds, rocking her back to sleep when we would come in and always says family is the most important thing to him. That just makes my heart smile and I trust him with the decisions he makes now a lot more and trust his decision to be a good one if he would ever come into a tough situation.
A Path Not UNEXPECTED….
Ever since he was a little boy he has loved music and dancing. He used to care about his style in clothes so much. He was always having to dress in what he knew was “COOL” to him and have his own little style. As he got older, he started then wanting to make his own cool style of clothes and make them unique to him, which I have and continue to support by helping make his clothes represent him as he wants to be seen, not as he’s suppose to be seen to the world. Stand out not fit in! He is the middle child and has always felt he needed to be accepted by his older brother and just really is my sweet, kind, emotional but a bit of a dark child. Emotion flooding him constantly..
He is like no other, genuine and a one of a kind soul with amazing emotional senses. He was always highly sensitive to feelings of his own and the feelings of others since he was a little boy. He is so unique in his amazing way that will always set him apart from the rest of the world and holds the heart unlike no other I have ever seen. He has the drive and determination that is just out of this world, but what I always fear (being his mother & seeing how cruel the world can be at times ) is how hard he take things if failure were to somehow rear its ugly head…So, how as his mother can I protect him, love him unconditionally, be his best friend while still being a parent as well while assuring he follows the right path too? That’s the hard part for any parent in raising their child I think… Also, letting them express themselves even if not always the preferred way but is his way.. is what most important thing for him, in living his life for him, by him as an young adult and learning from it but with my blessing of me allowing him to do so. (but i will still always be observing close by lol) I can only hope he will listen to what I have taught him and never ever fall too hard without getting up and coming back from it, learning from it and gaining strength from it…
because getting back up is the hardest but most compelling thing in life in growing up, and it is a normal process we ALL go through in our lives at least once. No one is perfect no matter what, just being who you are is the best defense you have! It will always shine through where it is meant to!
For My beautifully creative & talented son who fills my heart with more joy than all the happiness in the world.